camarogrl86's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Why cant I just fucking tell you? Every time you're near me, my heart is in overdrive and there's nowhere else I'd rather be. But telling you terrifies me because I don't know what will happen, and the unknown has always been hard for me. When we get into the conversations on how hard it is to resist one another, I smile for hours. I know I need to tell you, it's not fair to myself to go through this in my mind and heart all the time. If it's not mutual, then I need to let go, leave here, and settle somewhere else while trying to heal as much of the irreparable damage to myself as I can. It's also not fair you don't even know what this does to me, but I know that it would hurt you if you were aware. Or - it can be mutual, my biggest dream will have finally become reality, and many things would finally make sense for happening. Three simple words, with hundreds to explain why. 9:02 a.m. - 2019-03-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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